thursday, come quick!

can't wait for darling to come back in 2 days time

oh, thursday, can't you come any slower??

anyway, despite the dreadful days i went through , i actually had a decent time with my family last weekend.

I went to KTJ last saturday with my family to pick up my uniform (petronas is paying for everything! how cool is that??) so i had the chance to see close-up how the college looks like in real life.

the scene was breathtaking. seriously. Though i know that i'll take my words back once i start going there, but it was really beautiful. The whole place is literally covered by trees. The buildings are very british-like, really historic looking. Although the place is quite secluded from everywhere else, i feel that its the right place for studying. Like my mom said, far away from the city life, far away from the distractions and shopping centres :P

The uniform is basically white, grey and a little bit of dark red, close to maroon. The colour of the blazer is according to the form, so mine is grey. I'll upload a pic of myself wearing the uniform later.

I know that this is hardly an update but i promise i'll write again soon.
got a medical checkup tomorrow(aaaa blood testtt, needles :s) so gotta get some sleep.

chao for now (sorry for the distorted picture. later i'll take a better one)

Painful to be Beautiful

I've started to control my diet since 3 days ago

besides exercising, this is the other way I'm using to keep myself from eating too much :

everytime i see food in front of my face, i'll force myself to remember the moments that made me feel outmost terrible about my body. Just now at dinner, i recall the gathering last december, which was the one my friends and i had right after the end of our major examination.

that night i wore (used to be) my fav white babydoll blouse and my pair of dark blue jeans.

thank god it happened towards the end of the night. Otherwise, it could've spoiled my whole evening.

I was helping my friends, cleaning and packing some stuff on one of the dining tables, when this guy (my friend's boyfriend i think) stood at the opposite side of the table and looked at me with the 'ini bukan ke....' expression on his face (sorry, can't find the exact words that could define how he looked). And then, he asked my friend , " Ini bukan ke... yang sama futsal team ngan korang dulu?" "Yelahhh!" replied my friend with an annoyed tone in her voice. THEN, these words came out from his mouth, 'eeeeeeeeee...... dah gemuk!!! eeee.. mok mok!'.

So i guess you can imagine how I felt after that.

i've actually tried a few diets before this, but none lasted more than a week. So, hopefully this will be THE ONE.

Wish me luck.

Other than trying to avoid myself from possibly stuffing my face without control, i've actually done a few interesting stuff these past few days.

Last Sunday, I took a whole tour of Klang Valley with my sayang. Well of course not exactly the WHOLE of it. hehe

It was really fun, i would say. I end up having a headache when i got back home. Trust me you would have one if you were me. We started off going to Bangsar first , then Gardens Mid Valley, KL (near bukit bintang and also heritage) , Mont kiara, Hartamas, and Mutiara Damansara (curve, ikano and ikea).

crrrrazzzy right?

haha. That's us. If we had more energy, who knows, maybe we could have been in Penang, eating Asam Laksa over there already.


gotta go. continue later. :)

Anne

to Nadiah;

woke up this morning and realised that i was late with my meet up with you. I quickly got up and took a bath, with my eyes hardly opened. Excited i was to see my bestest friend in the whole wide world :)

I still remember the first time i saw you, we were still in our primary school. Though you had been my schoolmate for years , but i never really noticed you before. It was sometime in the afternoon, school hours had just finished. "Itulah Nadiah, kelas sama dengan kita. Dia pun suka Fahmi" said one of my close friends, with her finger pointing at the girl who stood behind the school's public phone. My friend wasn't in good terms with you, seeing you as a threat as both of you guys had crushes on the same guy (haha do u still remember?). Never had I imagined that you would turn out to be the most amazing girl i've ever met.

We only started being friends when we entered high school. After being in the same class for two years in a row in usj12, we became the best of friends.

I've never been comfortable with anyone as i am with you. Whenever, whatever, wherever, you're always there for me. You understood me like nobody else could (other than darling of course, heh) and made me feel good about being myself. You're the best friend there is. I've always hoped that i could do the same for you.

Though I know that you've gone through a lot of hard times in the past two years, but I hope that you will stay tough as you have always been. I am sorry if at times I wasn't there when you needed me the most as how you've always been there for me. I know that we will be busy with our own lives soon, but I will try my very best to be there for you. No matter what, no one could ever replace you as my best friend. You're truly one of a kind, Nadiah.

Love,

Dee

just another day

god, its soooo hard to upload photos into this blog. maybe i'm the only one who's having this problem, all because of my snail-pace connection. nama je maxis. tak boleh harap.

owh and i have a few of my own comments on my last post.

as you know, i am going to the same college as my darling. but, fyi, i am not as lucky as him, being able to afford going to a place that grandeur. Luckily, i have successfully secured a scholarship and one of the lucky ones placed in KTJ . Thank God. thought they were going to send me to a crappy college just to save their budget. heheh.


anyway, there's nothing much happened today. but i'm going off to gardens later. promised to company ma shopping. not me tau, its my mom hehe. yeah right dee, cnfirm you pau your mom for something.

got to go. update later :)

me? a blogger?

the reasons on why i decided to have a blog:

1. I HAVE TO IMPROVE MY ENGLISH. i've been saying that since for ever! i'm so inconsistent. i started of by having a diary, but that wore off in a couple of weeks. exercises, bluek, i've finished school already for God's sake. ngeh. can't think off other ways(except talking and writing of course), so i hope by having a blog, i'll be addicted to it, and have the will to write english as often as i could. plus, i'm going to college soon, and i heard they hardly speak malay over there , so i don't wanna be a social outcast just because of my poor english.

2.cause i can't stand looking at other people's blogs. their lives are really colourful, so i want to show off mine as well heheh. (i wish):P

3. what else... hmm maybe because its real cool to have a blog. haha

okay, what to write for my first entry... owh lets start with the news i got yesterday that made me overwhelmed with happiness.

darling's going to the same college as me!!! hoorayyy. Along with his parents, he paid a visit to kolej tuanku ja'afar yesterday and the parents even insisted sending him there! Thank God. although its reallllll expensive (close to 90k to finish off a'levels there) , but his father doesn't mind at all. " don't u worry about the money, let ME worry about the money" he said. gosh, rich peeps.

can't wait to start college, though seems like i'm not ready yet. my ma said i can't even take care of myself , what more going to a boarding school? haish. ill prove to her i can do it! heh

other than that, nothing much. i'm really broke now. so guess ill be home pretty much so no interesting stuff to tell.

so i guess that is all for my first entry folks. hope ill keep up with this thing. sorry if this blog's plain and boring, but you're the one who chose to read it! hehe. :P

thanks n chao. :)